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I Love You, K

by Ian Ramsey

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1.
It's time for me to get out Three years have taken toll on my soul It's summer now and I can finally go home There's no one that I'll miss Except you No more tears or crushed dreams Everyone would vote me homecoming king If only to get one last laugh They all knew I would never last Except you, except you I can't stop my hands from shaking I've never been more scared in my life But I've made up my mind; I know what to do I'll forget everything and everyone Except you Don't try to call me or convince me to stay Nothing you can say will help anyway I could never thank you enough for the love When everyone else just tore me down You found ways to build me back up I'll miss you more than words can say, But maybe you'll see me again someday
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3 10 15 06:33
Dust in my eyes; I'm crying all the time I've ditched my only home I left it all behind I couldn't take another year Days filled with trauma and fear Hiding in stalls, listening behind the walls The heat burns through into my brain Looking for emotion to fry But there's nothing left to drain The hole's gone dry This desert I go through It takes me away from pain But it only takes me farther from you Soon it'll drive me completely insane I left you a note in my locker Combination 3 10 15 You won't see me at lunchtime I hope you'll understand why If I make it through this night I'll fall into the deepest sleep And dream a thousand dreams The only place where I am safe This heat's burning into my brain Just a tiny remnant stain There's no more emotion to fry The hole's gone dry This desert I go through It takes me away from pain But it only takes me farther from you Soon it'll drive me completely insane I left you a note in my locker Combination 3 10 15 You won't see me at lunchtime I hope you'll understand why
3.
The moon flows over the dark sea A small boat tries to stay afloat Where am I? I see a small shape Of a boy shivering on the deck A blanket covers his shoulders A heavy rain floods over the bow As the waves start to get stronger The hull tears and fills with water I can feel the ocean rising Is this the end? Is it all over? The waves start to get stronger
4.
I'm woken up from my dream by the blazing sun above The grit of sand reminds me of the awful truth I follow a trail of misguided spirits to a better place I'm going to the city where I can find hope For a way to move on Soon I'll be a new man with a new name and heart You'll only remember the story of a boy long gone Down the cracked lone road I hear a motor cry They stop; town is just a couple miles away they say I nod and jump aboard I'm going to the city to escape this empty life That fate has for me drawn Soon I'll be somewhere new anywhere but home Don't know what's going to happen to the boy far gone Please help me I'm sorry I don't know where to go I've fallen so low I'm going to the city Soon enough I'll be free I've seen life and death, lost my breath And washed up somewhere in between I've run out of self pity The void remains just as empty If not more than ever before I've left the only thing worth living for
5.
I've had some time to think About how I've really messed up Too much angst and fear; shedding pointless tears My life thrown away in one blink I guess I'll work a job A simple 9 to 5 Washing dishes in a diner I'll just barely survive What more can I do K, I wish I could just see you This was all a huge mistake I really must confess I traded one nightmare for another I can't suppress Now I'm just left with heartache Throughout this solemn journey I've felt many things Feelings of hate and sadness and all the trouble they bring But I've had somebody who I could always smile to K, I love you I'd given up hope On 'most everything But from laughter and jokes To visits in dreams You've been my rock With your comforting talks Just one thing to say I love you, K Like the sun clears the rain You ease the pain With the lightest touch I smile too much It's something so true I never thought I knew Just one thing to say I love you, K
6.
K's Sunset 02:25
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Goodbye 04:49
Sometimes I think of home A place so very far and lost in my mind I'm looking back on all the good times There were so few but nearly all had you Swinging on vines over the creek Fell and could hardly walk for a week You laughed and dragged me out That smile I can't do without I'm coming home, you heard me I'm coming home, yeah you heard me Might be a while, might still be in denial When I get back I'll come by 'Cause I never got to say goodbye I remember the car rides We used to go on late at night And the walks down the boulevard Jumping on the trampoline in the yard All of the times we snuck out And would just always wander about Climbing the hills and sliding through Into the mud with you I'm coming home, you heard me I'm coming home, yeah you heard me Might be a while, might still be in denial When I get back I'll come by 'Cause I never got to say goodbye I could never forget The person I'd been so happy I met For the past three years or so You've made my spirit glow I'm coming home, you heard me I'm coming home, yeah you heard me Might be a while, might still be in denial When I get back I'll come by 'Cause I never got to say goodbye

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This album follows the story of a distraught, bullied young boy who runs away from home to escape the torment and abuse he faces in his life. Along the way, he starts to realize that he may have left behind the only person he truly cared about.

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released September 20, 2018

All songs written by Ian Ramsey
Guitars, bass, piano, vocals and lyrics by Ian Ramsey
Drums and percussion by Joshua Tudino
Mixing by Joshua Tudino
Mastering by Chris Buehlmaier
Production by Ian Ramsey and Joshua Tudino
Album cover/art by Lindsey Lucivero

A huge thank you to Josh, who spent countless hours working on this album with me, Ryan, Chris, Henry, Jordan, Tiffany, Lindsey, my family, and everyone else who cared enough to support me and my music. I would also like to thank you, the listener, for giving this album a chance.

Originally recorded summer of 2015, released on Bandcamp 2018. First attempt at an album.

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Ian Ramsey Livermore, California

Hi, I'm Ian. I'm a songwriter from the Bay Area.

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